Home Alone

Usually I am asleep at this time, so I don't have to deal with the fact that no one else is here but me, myself and I. It's weird, having alone time. I actually don't like it LoL. I like having my roommates around, and us laughing at how ridiculous we are. It is fun.

I am off to WA in 2 days :D. I am so excited to see my family, no one can even understand how exciting it is.

Math is going really well, but Health is going to be the death of me. I honestly can't stand that class. Don't get me wrong, it is a very interesting class, but I still don't like my teacher's teaching style. It's just something to keep in mind when I start to teach, I suppose.

Oh, final note: I hate being a girl.

LOVES <3

TUTU CUTE GIVEAWAY!!!

My second cousin, Alida Bowles, is hosting a give away. She will make a tutu for you, your sister, your baby, whatever.

Check out her blog to get the details:

http://bowlizzlefamdizzle.blogspot.com/2009/02/tutu-cute-giveaway.html

:) Thanks!!

True Love

So, it is pretty much 3 in the morning, and I can't sleep. I just finished watching The Notebook for the gajillionth time, and I cried like a baby. Chelsie, who was not in the room at the time, heard me crying and came in to see what was wrong hahaha. Little did she know that I was just having a much needed cry session with my friends Noah and Allie.


I want a love like Noah and Allie's. Yes, I know, they are fictional characters. The movie characters are based off of those in Nicholas Sparks' novel. But I wish that I could have a love like theirs.

"So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day."

True love is not easy. Not at all. There will be times of trial and error. Fighting, confusion, hurt, betrayal. These things will be felt when you really truly love someone.

"If you aren't getting ticked, then you aren't doing it right."

There will be these times, but you can't forget the good, the great times. Love, hope, joy, peace, happiness, ecstasy. When you really, truly love someone with every fiber of your being, you never forget them. Even when you have moved on and found someone else and they have done the same, you never really truly forgot the one that you loved first. Every emotion that could ever be possibly felt is brought out in a real, true relationship.

Anger, frustration, love, compassion, sarcasm, hurt, pain, suffering, sacrifice, understanding, communication.

Don't underestimate the power that can come from true love. Miracles will occur. Wait for your true love, and make sure to choose your true love.

I'm in a lovey-dovey mood. LoL sorry for this post, but I thought I would get this out there.

"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return."

"Love is like oxygen! Love is a many splendored thing. Love lifts us up where we belong. All you need is love!"

Loves <3

*Sigh*

So, I found out some news today that didn't go over very well with me, or any of my other friends...

A friend of mine, Josh, died today.

I am in a state of shock still. I can't believe it. He isn't gone, he is still here...

No, he isn't. He is in a better place. The Lord had a plan for him. He was needed to do work on the other side.

Josh was such an amazing person, he still is an amazing person. He was a great guy, always made us laugh. And he was my teammate when we played Call of Duty 4. Sorry I sucked so much, Josh. I know you are in a better place, ready to teach those that need to be taught. You will always be remembered...

Miss you and Love you <3

Rememberings on Feb. 14th

My little brother, Ian, will be 8 years old in 2 months. Wow, time flies.

Yesterday was Valentine's day. I was sad for many reasons.

One, I DIDN'T GET ANY FREAKING NECCO CONVERSATION HEARTS!!! They are my favorite candy, and I didn't get any this year.

Two, I didn't get anything from my daddy. Now, I know, I am in college and can't expect to get anything from him on this day, but he would always put out a box of chocolates and a card, and I missed that a lot today.

Three, things aren't like Elementary School through High School anymore. You don't get candy from friends LoL.

All in all, though, I still had fun. I went to Trent Neilsen's place here in Rexburg and played a sweet/intense game called Killer Bunnies. If you haven't played it, you should. But only on a day when you have a lot of time to play. It took the 4 of us 3 HOURS to finish. YIKES!!

Me and Chels also went to Trish and Vicki's for dinner. It was fun. I got out of my dorm twice today. *YESSSSS*.

Ummm.... I have been taking pictures for a little while, just of random things around the dorm. Trying to calm down. Usually I would take a walk and take pics, but it is past curfew, so I can't leave the dorm :(.

I am starting to get used to this cold weather. Sad, I know. I hate the cold. I wish I was in Hawaii right now LoL.

Ok, now I am rambling. I am pretty sure that I will have a lot to talk about tomorrow.

LOVES <3

Wow

I am doing good. LoL I have only gotten on Facebook at 1am to wish friends a happy birthday and that's IT!! I can't believe it. Funny thing is, I don't really miss it...

No Facebook?!

Yeah, it's my new goal. I haven't gone on Facebook since 5:25pm on Feb. 9th, 2009. My goal is to make it 2 days later, so the 11th is when I will go on again, but if I can make it to that, then maybe I will go longer. I just want to see if I can "survive" without it. We'll see :)

LOVES!!! <3

Wow... I am 18 and a half...

Countdown:
6 days- Valentine's Day
19 days- Washington :)
40 days- California :)

I don't know what to write tonight, really. I have had a lot of things on my mind, but I don't know what to write about here. I finally went shopping today. I have food!!! :D It is good, I have missed having food. I will probably need to go shopping again in 2 weeks, but I will try to portion out my food so as to not have to do that. I missed church last week, which sucked. I was really tired and felt sick, and so I didn't go. So I will be going today :). Um... I miss my family. I miss the family I have in WA, and the Idaho family. I don't have that many days until I get to see them again, but I still miss them...

My classes are going good. I have an A in Math and a B...? in Personal Health and Wellness. It is really hard to tell with that class, mostly because we just took one test... And he doesn't put the grades online... So, yeah. Maybe I will ask him what I have after class on Monday. Anyways, I have a 6-day weekend starting on Wednesday. Exciting, huh? No, not really LoL. I don't have a car, so there is really nothing I can do.

I love Heavenly Father. He has blessed me immensely, and He continues to do that now. I don't know where I would ever be without His love and blessings in my life. I just hope that I can stay in His good grace...

By the way, I love this song :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2sApH8VtWFI

Alright, I think I better end this. LOVES <3

BYU Vocal Point = AMAZING!

So, last Saturday, me and my roommates went and saw BYU Vocal Point, who are the guys who are performing in the video. It was one of the most amazing things ever. They sounded amazing, and they did so many different songs. The sang Home by Michael Buble, I'm Yours by Jason Mraz, Thriller by Michael Jackson, Grace Kelly by Mika, Proud to be an American, The 12 Days of Christmas, No Not Much, Remember When It Rained by Josh Groban, Inspector Gadget, a cereal song, Hey Pachuco, a Russian song, The Nicest Kids in Town, Be Still My Soul, and Lead Kindly Light. They also did the movie sounds... hahaha and some other songs, but me and Chels have a brain fart and can't remember any other ones.

As I said, they were amazing. Hope you enjoy. LOVES <3