What if you can't make lemonade? What if you don't have the sugar and water to help make the lemonade sweet and enjoyable?
I have had a rough couple days, full of "lemons" and not much "sugar." I have been trying to keep my head up, but it's hard.
I am a Crisis Hotline. I always have and always will put other people ahead of me. I feel bad when things don't go according to plan, even if I don't have to. I want to help everyone I meet, no matter what. I need to feel the satisfaction that I actually helped someone with a problem, not just listened to them and then bid them on their way. I feel bad when I fall asleep in the middle of listening to someone. I just.... don't know what to do.
School ends in 2 weeks today. What then? Mike, Brian, Chelsie, Jillise, Jordan, everybody who I have hung out with the last two semesters will be gone. I will need to make new friends, but I have had a hard enough time doing that this semester.
I am just worried...