I need to learn how to control my emotions.

Can I be honest?

I am the happiest I have ever been.

I am in love with the greatest person in the entire world.

My semester has started off strong.

I am now confident again in my choices for the future.

I really have nothing to complain about.

But, for some reason, my brain is still so full of things that I am worried about.

I just need to breathe.

I just need to think.

I just need to analyze.

And I need to know that everything will work out the way it is supposed to.

Stay calm and be strong.

"If you are too busy to read the scriptures, then you are busier than the Lord intended you to be."

To the man downstairs:

Stop trying to ruin my life.  Seriously.  I am supposed to be a teacher, whether I actually end up being at a school for a long time in my life, or I stay home and watch my kids.  I am meant to be a teacher.  I have been wanting to do this since I was nine years old.  Stop trying to make me doubt it now.

Oh, and I am marrying Ryan.  So stop trying to sabotage that, too.  It isn't going to work.

In case you didn't know, I am way stronger than you might think I am.  I have many people who stand beside me who are willing and ready to help me in a moments notice.  So, go ahead.  Try to fight me.  Try to tear me down.  I can promise you this.  It isn't going to work.

I know what is coming in my life, and you can try to stop it however you want to.  But in the end, it will come.

So, the semester just started yesterday.

And already I have had so many thoughts bounce around my head.  I don't know if they are from me, if someone is trying to tell me something, or if someone else is just trying to take me away from the path.  Either way, I am SO confused about everything school related, and I have no idea what to do about it.