High School...
First year of college...
Mistakes...
Family...
School activities...
Friends...
Music...
Movies...
Clothes...
And you know what I realized? I have changed! And you want to know something else? I like the person I have become, and I don't want her to leave.
It's weird to look on the past and see the things that have occurred. At times, when I think back, I don't feel good. I feel sick to my stomach, I feel like I could have handled things better. But, without those "accidents", I don't think I would be where I am now. Being at the school I am at, I can feel myself getting happy. I can feel weights being lifted off my shoulders, and I know that, honestly, I don't need to deal with those things anymore. I can MOVE ON! I don't have to hide behind a mask to be who I want. I am now free to be the girl I want.
It took a lot to get me to this point... And, obviously, I still make mistakes. I still do things that I most likely shouldn't do, and I choose things that aren't good. But, I am doing it less and less, and I love that.
So, will the old Symone please step aside, and allow the new Symone to take your place. It'll be better, I promise :]
LOVES <3
1 comment:
this is what i thought when i read this:
"will the real slim shady please stand up? please stand up? please stand up?
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