Do you ever wonder if you weren't supposed to do something?

It's days like today where I wonder if I really am doing what I am supposed to be doing.  If I really am in the place where I need to be.  If I should be doing something else.

What makes me wonder, though, is in October I got the confirmation that I needed to be at BYUI full-time, that I needed to press forward with my degree, and GET my degree.

But this semester has led to me questioning everything with that.

What am I to do?

Grr.  I don't like this feeling.  Not.  At.  All.

There are few things that make me mad...

But some of them include people not following the rules, making me feel EXTREMELY uncomfortable in my own apartment, not helping with cleaning AT ALL, and not helping me find things that are obviously important.

Can it just be tomorrow already?  And then May 25th?  I am so ready to have only one roommate!